Saturday, February 7, 2009

November 22, 2004

I am a master procrastinator...

*~*~*~ bold means it's true *~*~*~
01. I have never kissed someone of the same sex on the lips.
02. I see a therapist. 
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness.
 
05. I have gauged earrings. 
06. I wear black eyeliner every day. 
07. I am extremely influenced by kindness. 
08. I love to write
09. I can't live without lipgloss. 
10. I'm probably emotionally scarred.
11. I lived in Tahoe. 
12. I spend money I have. 
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years 
14. I love designer handbags
15. I've had a concussion before.

16. I'm not good with confrontation. 
17. I loved the Backstreet Boys 
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories 
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi. 
20. I've tried writing poetry before

21. My first kiss was unexpected. 
22. I'm not a fan of rap. 
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to

26. Sometimes I hate my life

27. I like to sing in the shower

28. I have way too many pairs of shoes. 
29. I was into Hot Wheels as a child. 
30. I dress how I feel that day 
31. My room is painted a color other than white. 
32. I cry very easily.
33. I'm always early. 

34. I barely ever study for tests
35. My birthday is my favorite holiday. 
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser
37. I am a morning person. 
38. I wish I was smarter. 
39. I believe that it is wrong to be gay. 
40. I think that its perfectly ok to be gay. 
41. No one really knows me.  (i know...i know....but i don't like to get hurt)

42. I don't have many bad hair days 
43. I sometimes fight with my parents. 
44. I am passionate about my interests. 
45. I have had the chicken pox.
46. I'm a hopeless romantic. 
47. I feel empty sometimes.
 
48. I am/was most likely clinically depressed at a point in my life. 
49. I am no longer depressed. 
50. I am very outgoing. 
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday
52. I can be very insecure 
53. I don't notice it, but I'm told I'm very softspoken. 
54. I hate ignorant people. 
55. I love the color yellow.
56. I love guys that play the guitar.

57. I state the obvious. 
58. I'm a happy person.  (now i am)
59. I have absolutely no self-confidence. 
60. I've contemplated suicide.
61. I hate cleaning my room..
62. I tend to get jealous. 
63. I like to play video games. 
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I get more upset when I see an animal hurt than a person
66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat beef. 
67. I've had a crush on a teacher before.
68. I am too forgiving. 
70. I have a good sense of direction 
71. I've never had a boyfriend/girlfriend before. 
72. I've played a musical instrument for more than 5 years.
73. I can function perfectly well without a girlfriend/boyfriend.
 
74. I love kisses on the forehead.

75. I love the color blue.
76. I don't sew.
77. I am not addicted to drugs.
 
78. I wear contacts

79. I hate it when people say they hate Bush because he is a moron. They should have more reason than that, its not hard to find.
80. I hate Bush, but I have reasons to justify it. 
81. I don't take criticism well.
 
82. Conformity is stupid. 
83. Chris Carrabba is one of the sexiest men alive. 
84. So is Conor from Bright Eyes. 
85. I love my family. 
86. I don't mind getting shots.
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things. 
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums. 
89. I can be too hard on myself.
90. I'm probably going to have premarital sex.
91. I don't like my nose.

92. I am very religious. 
93. I still act like a little kid. 
94. I am ridiculously indecisive.
95. I believe in a higher power or some form of an afterlife.
 
96. I love music.
97. I'm in love. 
98. I have problems letting go of people..  (yeah, sometimes)
99. Jesse Lacey writes some of the most amazing lyrics ever.
100. I don't really like ice cream.

 

THREE YEARS AGO, I...
1. Was a junior in high school
2. I lived in San Clemente
3. Had a really hard school year (in the emotional and social sense)

ONE YEAR AGO, I...
1. was a college freshman

2. moved to a new city
3. thought i knew what i wanted to do
YESTERDAY, I...
1. watched "The Joy Luck Club"
2. went to the mall and bought some stuff
3. woke up w/ a voice.........sorta


TODAY, I...
1. am finishing my personal statment
2. am watching "Charmed"

3. am and will be procrastinating


THREE ITEMS I HAVE BRAND-LOYALTY TO ARE...
1. Pac Sun clothes (e.g. Quiksilver, Hurley.....)

2. Raisinettes
3. Memorex CD-Rs (sorry. couldn't think of anything eles)

THREE SONGS I KNOW ALL THE WORDS TO ARE...
1. Bohemian Rhapsody

2. Baby Got Back

3. Shoop

TOP THREE LOCATIONS I'D LIKE TO RUN AWAY TO ARE...
1. San Francisco

2. Paris
3. UCLA

FIRST THREE PEOPLE I CURRENTLY THINK ABOUT ON A DAILY BASIS ARE...
1. Allie

2. Leya
3. Jena

____YOUR LIFE____ 
they call me: Roberto, berto, robert, reberto (that's my hick boss for ya)
sex: male
my first breath of air: March 13th, 1985 10:05 PM

age: 19
status: single

occupation: student
nationality: Mexican American, but I’ve been white-washed (sad, but true)

____FAST FORWARD____ 
college planning to go: UCLA!!!!!  Columbia for grad???  (
wedding: ehh......maybe
children: no
looking forward to: Studying abroad in Oxford next semester and May (UC decisions)
NOT looking forward to: May (UC decisions)

____PLAY____ 
feeling: TIRED
Music listening to: an ecclectic mix
doing: procrastinating
craving: sleep and peace of mind
thinking of: Leya and my personal statement
hating: work and school

____LOVE?____ 
love is: unexplainable
first love: Tara
current love: wouldn't you like to know
love or lust?: love
best love song: oooh! there's so many! here's a couple: "Come What May"- Moulin Rouge OST; "For All Time"- Soluna (corny, but cute); "I Swear"- All 4 One; "Unchained Melody"- Righteous Brothers; "Entra en Mi Vida"- Sin Banderas; "Tu"- Shakira; "All My Life"- K-Ci & JoJo; "You"- Evanescence.............


Is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person @ the same time?: maybe?
true or false - all you need is love: true, i guess
have you ever been in love?: i don't think i've ever been TRULY in love
is there such thing as love @ first sight?: that's attraction, not love

____THE OPPOSITE SEX____ 
turn ons: sense of humor, brains, creative, someone i can talk to about anything 
turn offs: smoking and stupidity
do your parents' opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: no
the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: make me cry by their thoughtfulness
are you the type of person to holler n ask for numbers?: no

____PICKY PICKY____ 
dog or cat: cat
short or long hair: for me short, for girls long (it also depends on the girl)
innie or outie: innie
sunshine or rain: rain (as long as i'm inside)
moon or sun: moon
basketball or football: neither
righty or lefty: righty
hugs or kisses: hugs
1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend
bf/gf or best friend: girlfriend/best friend
tv or radio: tv (as if i have time for it)
starbucks or jamba juice: starbucks
mc donalds or burger king: burger king
summer or winter: winter
written letters or e-mails: emails
playstation or nintendo: nintendo
disney or nickelodeon: both
car or motorcycle: car
house party or club: house party
sing or dance: dance
freak or slow dance: just dance
yahoo messenger or aim: AIM
google or ask jeeves?: google

____MISCELLANEOUS____ 
whats your most embarrassing moment?: too many to mention
what are you scared of?: spiders, cockroaches, rats
what is your greatest accomplishment?: getting in to UCLA (hopefully)
how many DVDs do you have?: 27
last doctor visit: 2004
last phone call: Leya

NuMbEr .. : 
of time you've been in love? 0 real; 2 infatuation
of boys you have kissed? 0
of times your name has appeared in a newspaper? Maybe 4
of scars on your body?: 1
of things in your past you regret? can't count that high

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE:
pretty? no
funny? yeah
hot? i like to think so, but i'm not
friendly? yes
ugly?  not really ugly
loveable? yes
caring? can be
sweet? can be
dorky? HELL yea

FAVORITE: 
actor/actress: Anthony Hopkins, Julia Roberts 
least favorite day: monday
flower: orchid
jewelry: no bling for me
summer/winter: winter

PERSON WHO LAST: 
slept in your bed: me
saw you cry: my mom
sent you an email: Vicki

HAVE YOU EVER: 
said i love you and meant it? yes
went out in public in pjs? Naked? yes. no
kept a secret from everyone? yes
been to new york? no
to california? seeing as i live there, yes.

WHEN/ WHAT WAS:
last cry: watching "The Joy Luck Club"
last book read: The Epic of Gilgamesh
last phone call: this morning
last tv show: Codigo F.A.M.A 2
last thing in your past you regret? not finishing my personal statement earlier
showered: after breakfast
last shoes worn: grey skechers
last cd played: Ecclectica 12 (my own mix)
last thing written: an e-mal
last word spoken: si
last sleep: last night
last im: allie
last sexual fantasy: private  J
last ice cream eaten: it's been a while


I AM: supposed to be writing my personal statement
I WANT: to go to have more time
I HAVE: hours to do in the lang. lab
I WISH: My papers would do themselves
I HATE: people who are stupid, make me feel stupid, or are completely ignorant/racists 
I FEAR: spiders, roaches, rats
I HEAR: music
I WONDER: if i'll get in to UCLA
I REGRET: a lot
I LOVE: my friends and family
I ACHE: in my head & back
I ALWAYS: procrastinate L
I AM NOT: that good a dancer and i can't sing
I DANCE: not that well, but love to anyays
I SING: in the shower
I CRY: not often
I AM NOT ALWAYS: on top of things
I WRITE: only when necessary and when i have time (i.e poetry)
I WIN: when it's Scattegories
I LOSE: when it's pool
I CONFUSE: everyone, including myself
I NEED: breakfast
I SHOULD: do my personal statement
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YES or NO:
x. YOU KEEP A DIARY: no
x. LIKE TO COOK: no
x. YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: yes

x. YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: yes


DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: yes
WANT TO GET MARRIED: maybe
GET MOTION SICKNESS: no
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: no
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: for the most part
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: syre
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CURRENT
HAIR COLOR: black-brown
EYE COLOR: brown
HEIGHT: 5'8
BIRTHPLACE: Quiroga, Michoacan
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FAVORITE
NUMBER: 13
COLOR: black
DAY: saturday
MONTH: March
SONG: "I'll Stand By You"
FOOD: chinese
SEASON: winter
SPORT: N/A

DRINK: white russians, vodka w/ mango juice, green tea, coffee, smoothies, strawberry shakes, chamomile tea, sprite, oh and did i mention coffee?

PREFERENCES:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: depends
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: hot chocolate
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: dark chocolate
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: chocolate
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IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? yes
HELPED SOMEONE? no
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes
GOTTEN SICK? still sick
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? yes

SAID "I LOVE YOU"? no
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no
TALKED TO AN EX? no
MISSED AN EX? No
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? no
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? no
MISSED SOMEONE? yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? no
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? a little
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no
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Would you ever:
1. Eat a bug? no
2. Bungee jump? yes

3. Hang glide? probably not
4. Kill someone? no
5. Kiss someone of the same sex? no
6. Have sex with someone of the same sex? no

7. Parachute from a plane? yes

8. Walk on hot coals? no
9. Go out with someone for their looks? no

10. For their reputation? no

11. Be a vegetarian? tried, but I like meat too much
12. Wear plaid with stripes? no
13. IM a stranger? no
14. Sing Karaoke? yes
15. Get drunk off your ass? maybe
16. Shoplift? no
17. Run a red light? not intentionally 
18. Star in a porn video? no
19. Dye your hair blue? no
20. Be on Survivor? If given the opportunity…  no
21. Wear makeup in public? no

22. Not wear makeup in public? yes
23. Cheat on a test? yes
24. Make someone cry? if necessary, yes.
25. Date someone more than 10 years older than you? Hmm......
26. Stay up all night? Yes

EVER BEEN...
Arrested: no
Hand Cuffed: no
Scared: yes
Depressed: yes
In Love: no
Confused: yes
In a Fight: yes
Contact Fight: no
In Debt: yes
Sick: yes
In the hospital: yes
Insomniac: no
On illegal drugs: no
Drunk: yes
High: no
On Tv: no
On Probation: no
Under House Arrest: no
Grounded: yes
Threatened: yes
Happy: yes
Too busy: YES!
Hurt: yes
Ignored: yes

EVER FEEL...
Ugly: yes
Lost: yes
Forgotten: yes
Used: yes
Clueless: yes
Dumb: yes
Fat: yes
Helpless: yes
Ruined: yes
Pretty: no
Loved: yes
Annoying: yes

ONE OR THE OTHER
Meat/Veggies: meat
Love/Money: right now......money
Family/Career: family
Fat/Skinny: me: fat
Busy/Lazy: busy b/c i'm lazy
Car/Bike: car
Summer/Winter: winter
Beach/Mountain: beach
Travel/Work: travel
Lover/Friend: both
Right/Wrong: right
1 Best Friend/100 'friends': 1 best friend

WHAT IF...

You were rich: I'd become bankrupt quickly
You were pregnant: i'd want to know who the father is
You were robbed: have a panic attack
You were deaf: what did you say????
Any one dream could come true: I'd get accepted into UCLA
You had one wish: Eternal Happiness for me and my loved ones.

Wow, I cant believe I did this…   I DARE YOU TO FINISH THIS WHOLE THING!

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