September 18, 2007

today was basically a repeat of yesterday. tired as hell, but had to endure a long day. woke up randomly at 5 am and could not get back to sleep.

went to a late dinner with brandon after my 6-9 class. we went over to noodle st. for some good and cheap food. he's sick (like everyone else around me) and i've not been well emotionally. i keep going into states of depression and have been getting minor panic attacks. i started getting one during a speaker this morning and almost had to leave the lecture hall. then i started getting one while walking down the street. it's so weird. i feel them coming on and have to talk myself out of them because i can't afford to succumb to them.

so tired. will i actually get sleep tonight? who knews.